Lucky Week~

It was a lucky week for me...I didn't get any scolding from staff nurses during this week of Clinical Practice in ward (although I do things slower than others, slower in understanding than others)... But don't know how about next week? But during this week, I'm very happy everyday to go to ward...I enjoy my work, made me feel easier to work...I want to change my thinking on other things also so that I can be more happy~
Gambateh Joanne Lai~ ^.^

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I want to change my life...I want to live a happy live...I don't want to be so stressful...I don't know why am I live a life which I don't like...Everytime i open my eyes, the same problem appears in my mind...I always run away from the problem I face, but the problems never leave me but stay with me all the time...I wish I could talk to someone about but I can't find someone who is suitable...Everyone has their own life n also their own problem and I can't find any reason to disturb other people's life with my problems...

I'm not a clever person, I can't do complicated things...It's hard for me...Not I refused to learn, but sometimes (maybe is all the time) I really learn to do things but I done it slowly...Maybe people around me have to teach and explain to me many times and in simpler way...I know that people do feel fed up with my stupidness...I do feel sad when I make people to feel so...I'm sorry...I do welcome to have people around me to tell me what they don't like about me rather than suddenly hate me and starts to go away from me...Maybe i can't change but at least let me know what had i done wrong...

I don't know start from when i lost myself in somewhere i don't know where it is...I wish i could be happy, less stress, enjoy, think positively...But things never be done as easy as the way we said it...I tried but failed...always hope that tomorrow will be a new fresh day~

New Semester~

Yeah! Today is 1st of July! I never been so happy before on 1st of July...1/7/2011 means that I've been here for ONE year!! I'm so glad that I can still be here...With all my colleagues... :D 
It was really not easy for me to go through this one year...Within this one year, i really think so much.I think whether I'm suitable to stay here; whether can I take up the responsibility; can I achieve the requirements......
I felt so stressful until I don't know what can I do...
Thank you to everyone who support me, give me advice or suggestions, listen to me when I wanna talk, help me when i need...Thank you so much~~ All this make me to walk through all the challenges, cope with my stress... :-) 
I hope that i can complete my 3-year Diploma Nursing Program...Now I'm going to a new semester and I hope that i can cope well in this new semester! YEAH~! GOOD LUCK to me~~ hehe... ;-)