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I want to change my life...I want to live a happy live...I don't want to be so stressful...I don't know why am I live a life which I don't like...Everytime i open my eyes, the same problem appears in my mind...I always run away from the problem I face, but the problems never leave me but stay with me all the time...I wish I could talk to someone about but I can't find someone who is suitable...Everyone has their own life n also their own problem and I can't find any reason to disturb other people's life with my problems...

I'm not a clever person, I can't do complicated things...It's hard for me...Not I refused to learn, but sometimes (maybe is all the time) I really learn to do things but I done it slowly...Maybe people around me have to teach and explain to me many times and in simpler way...I know that people do feel fed up with my stupidness...I do feel sad when I make people to feel so...I'm sorry...I do welcome to have people around me to tell me what they don't like about me rather than suddenly hate me and starts to go away from me...Maybe i can't change but at least let me know what had i done wrong...

I don't know start from when i lost myself in somewhere i don't know where it is...I wish i could be happy, less stress, enjoy, think positively...But things never be done as easy as the way we said it...I tried but failed...always hope that tomorrow will be a new fresh day~